[InfernoST]

I to am so sorry for your loss. I understand exactly what you mean about the hobby. This year on Holy Thursday I lost my Mom and on the Friday of Memorial day weekend my best friend passed away needless to say it's been, and is a really tough year. I find our hobby is helping me keep the pain bearable, it seems to take make to another place for that time I'm engaging in/with it. Don't get me wrong my 5 and 3 year old daughters also help me tremendously not to mention they are the reason I got back into the hobby recently. My two girls also love their fish and help me with every aspect of their care, it's quite an amazing thing and wont let it go again.