As many may have noticed I all of a sudden disappeared for almost a month . I'd like to thank the ones who pmed with concern ,
As many know I have terminal cancer and my immune system is very weak.
I some how came down with pneumonia again It took me to a very far delusion. I felt like my time was to end. I accepted that a long while back , it brought me peace about death .
I had no energy to the point I could not move , I was a total zombie for almost 4 weeks , didn't help having a crazy old lady with Alzheimer's banging on the walls and floor all day and night . my energy is slowly coming back but I found one bad down fall with my illness , when I get extremely stressed out and that's happening a lot I don't know why but my lower back gives me a extreme pain that stops me in my tracks , almost like 1000s of knives being jabbed in . it's very unbarable I am almost parallelized,
I am slowly making a come back but things will be slow for a little while till I fully recover . theirs a funny part of all this about 2 days before I crashed I was joking about me having pneumonia 2 years ago and once I was released from the hosp I went to Vail to see my brother , No one would have thought especially me it would be 20* below 0* . how I didn't come down with it again was amazing . but talk about it it hit like a monster. I will be in and out as I make a full recovery , In the mean time this is a very good time to add your tanks to the photography section "Full tank shots" I am going to try to have TOTM back up and running by May
As many know I have terminal cancer and my immune system is very weak.
I some how came down with pneumonia again It took me to a very far delusion. I felt like my time was to end. I accepted that a long while back , it brought me peace about death .
I had no energy to the point I could not move , I was a total zombie for almost 4 weeks , didn't help having a crazy old lady with Alzheimer's banging on the walls and floor all day and night . my energy is slowly coming back but I found one bad down fall with my illness , when I get extremely stressed out and that's happening a lot I don't know why but my lower back gives me a extreme pain that stops me in my tracks , almost like 1000s of knives being jabbed in . it's very unbarable I am almost parallelized,
I am slowly making a come back but things will be slow for a little while till I fully recover . theirs a funny part of all this about 2 days before I crashed I was joking about me having pneumonia 2 years ago and once I was released from the hosp I went to Vail to see my brother , No one would have thought especially me it would be 20* below 0* . how I didn't come down with it again was amazing . but talk about it it hit like a monster. I will be in and out as I make a full recovery , In the mean time this is a very good time to add your tanks to the photography section "Full tank shots" I am going to try to have TOTM back up and running by May