woodsplace1
Aquarium Advice Freak
Ok...so I am freaking out a bit...I found a lump and have a mammogram today. I am only 35, did I say that? ONLY 35, well I am only 35 which to me is young. Too young to be needing a mammogram at least. I was fine up until this very moment where I feel like I am going to throw up and have diarrhea. I have told myself for the past week, it is nothing. You can't worry about this...not yet. There is no need to freak out. I am taking the proper precautions to get the tests done so there is no need to freak out. I have a very heavy family history of breast cancer, that is why I think I am beginning to panic. You know how you say when you watching TV and a sad story comes on," Wow, that sucks, glad that doesn't happen to anyone I know" I feel like that has been what everyone has said about my whole gyn history. 7 pregnancies, yet 2 children. Yes that means I have had 4 miscarriages and 1 ectopic pregnancy where I lost my left tube. I have had crazy bleeding issues and needed an ablasion (which to some of you who don't know is where they scar the uterus so you don't have the monthy thing)...well I had to have that done...TWICE because it didn't work the first time...this is my history. I feel like saying to someone...isn't my time done! I'M DONE with the problems...Is this a cruel joke to see how much I can handle...ok, ok, I get it. I have had enough, I am at the brim here...
Well, it is time to go to get my mammogram done. I feel alittle better, shaky hands and sweating, but feel better now that I got my feelings done on paper. Thanks for listening, if anyone has had this and knows how I feel, please a great set of some inspiring words until the tests come back would be great...thanks so much!
Well, it is time to go to get my mammogram done. I feel alittle better, shaky hands and sweating, but feel better now that I got my feelings done on paper. Thanks for listening, if anyone has had this and knows how I feel, please a great set of some inspiring words until the tests come back would be great...thanks so much!