unfortunately we all lost fish while being in this hobby , sometimes things happen that is out of our control. remember a fish lose isn't the end of the world , yes we all grow close to our wiggly friends . and nobody likes a death.
it's still no reason to give up the hobby . that tank gave you something to be proud of and happiness also gave you something to talk about.
you may choose to take a time out to let things settle . but remember you still have many friends here . some may even need your advice . you are always welcome . when that time comes we are here to give you that support.
be strong don't give up doing something you love . that bug is already implanted in your veins .
some of your threads I could tell how proud you were from how you talked about your tank,
don't take a lose as the end take it as a new beginning i know as well as you you really don't want to give up ! disappoint yourself along with all your friends
head up my friend there's a new beginning awaiting
seaweed